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[ August 21st, 2010 | 12:00pm ] |
you have to be on my friends list to see the majority of my entries.
add me and comment to grab my attention to add you back.
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[ March 30th, 2009 | 10:44pm ] |
I decided to end this journal, after looking back on past entries i realized how scattered they are, jumping from one subject to another. I guess it reflects my brain. Some are even embarrassing, which i started to delete.
I'm going to get offline and off the computer and go back to paper, I'm tired of technology. Being a graphic designer and constantly using illustrator and the internet makes me really irritated and feel constricted.
As far as my designing goes, I've been doing a lot more drawing, and even bringing my drawings to silk screen. I've also started to use film cameras again, i own 5, might as well get use out of them! I feel like I'm growing as a designer by doing this, I'm no longer limiting myself to what I can do on the computer. I can do ANYTHING.
I'm in an amazing relationship, and I've never been happier. It has been effecting every aspect of my life ever since I met him. I want to be more creative and appreciate the things I already have. I feel like this journal has been leading up to this, since the beginning I've been complaining about how lonely I am and all my other boy drama. This is my happy ending.
I'm still keeping this account to read my friends' page and comment. This summer I plan to make my official website where I'll have my portfolio posted. I'll post it here as soon as it is up. add me on facebook if you want to keep in touch. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=17403233
thanks for reading my bullshit.
bye.
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[ February 27th, 2009 | 12:46am ] |
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
7. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
8. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you what my personal nickname for you is.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.
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[ February 22nd, 2009 | 12:04am ] |
i totally love the fact that my pants are too big for me now, but i absolutely cannot accept the fact that my two favorite rings are too big now. i lost fat in my fingers, wtf?
i'm really happy my mom told me to just drop them off at the jewelers and she'll pick them up and pay for resizing, i just totally forgot to do it and i'm kicking myself for it. fuucckk
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[ February 8th, 2009 | 10:26pm ] |
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I have realized my weakness: pretzels covered in dark chocolate.
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[ February 7th, 2009 | 11:27pm ] |
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yesterday i had mcdonalds.. which included a grilled chicken club with the medium fries and soda. plus i had 10 chicken nuggets. because they conveniently put the cals on the menu, if i can remember, it calculates to be over the recommended daily value.
later that night I had prezels with like 3 glasses of pepsi..
then I had chinese food, chicken and broccoli on top of white rice.
I. HAVE. NEVER. FELT. SO. FUCKING. SHITTY. IN. MY. ENTIRE. LIFE.
I feel like vomiting for the next ten days. I don't understand how fat people do it. Just from one day, I cannot imagine WHY people do this to themselves. I can't imagine doing this for my entire life, it is fucking disgusting.
ugh, never again. i am sticking to my whole grains, fruits, veggies, and lean chicken, thank you very much.
on a better note, i am very excited for corey to come visit next weekend. :)
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[ January 26th, 2009 | 1:24pm ] |
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i got myself a boyfriend. :)
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[ January 13th, 2009 | 5:32pm ] |
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I wish there was a massive snow storm right now so that I would have an excuse for staying at home all week. Things have definitely changed since I've been gone.
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[ January 2nd, 2009 | 1:02am ] |
I feel amazing and awful at the same time.
Starving but with no appetite. I had the hardest time swallowing one bite of toast today. :-\
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[ December 8th, 2008 | 7:32pm ] |
comm imaging teacher thought i was art direction. lol
if you knew him, you'd prolly laugh, too.
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[ December 7th, 2008 | 7:17pm ] |
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i have become pretty codependent on caffeine.
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[ November 18th, 2008 | 8:27pm ] |
so doing a poster on suicide isn't a very good idea for me, mostly when i am currently feeling especially vulnerable and depressed.
I don't think my major should be making me feel like this. I'm really hoping this is just a phase and just an exhaustion of feelings.
Right now, I'd rather be playing with cameras and taking pictures of stuff with no meaning. Just something beautiful.
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[ November 18th, 2008 | 8:12pm ] |
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just one more week...
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[ November 17th, 2008 | 2:50am ] |
working til 3 am every night is not how i want to live.
i fucking hate my life right now.
fuck this shit, sleeping 4 hours then class in the morning. this is grand.
thanksgiving break needs to come sooner and last longer.
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[ November 11th, 2008 | 6:47pm ] |
I've never been so stressed out to the point of nausea. Until now, accompanied with a headache and the jitters.
I seriously need to get over the fact that I can't be the best at everything. And this fact really worries me for my future career as a designer.
But maybe things are going to be okay, because I know that after I graduate, I won't have to deal with science, music theory, and world civilization papers to write. So I just might be okay. I hope.
I really wish I was better prepared for this workload and stress.
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[ November 5th, 2008 | 12:54am ] |
being in the city during the election is probably one the best experiences of my life...
everyone in the streets, outside apartment windows, cars racing, beeping horns, fog horns, cheers everywhere.... this is incredible. I've never heard this city be any louder than this.
I can hear all the Burroughs of NY celebrating.
I saw a guy drive by, hanging out the window wearing an afro wig, playing we are the champions, and banging on a drum! I fucking love NYC.
i wish i had a video recorder
YAY OOOOOOOOOBBBBBAAAAAAAMMMMMMAAAAAAAA!!!
.... i have 3 posters due tomorrow morning and I haven't started them, I think this historical moment is much more important than graphic design right now. :)
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[ October 31st, 2008 | 4:39pm ] |
I fucking hate this school
they kicked me out of the silk screening studio, and I have no other place to get this done. I'm so fucked.
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[ October 27th, 2008 | 2:14am ] |
It's been a much better week for me. And that's a surprise because it was midterms. Maybe I just need that extreme high stress level to take things more seriously and create something good.
I got the most amazing critique in my typography class, and that rarely happens to ANYONE. The teacher referred to my work 3 times during other peoples' critiques. Fuck. Yes.
I spent 2 days on that poster alone, mother fucker. I deserved it.
I just need to quit fooling around and be more productive.
Started the registration process for next semester. They have a shit load of psychology classes here and i'm gonna take one of them, I'm really excited about that. I have high hopes to get in the Social Psychology class, i fucking love that shit.
All my life I thought I was dumb as shit because i suck at history, math, and that type of crap. But I found my niche, i just understand different things than other people. It's the culture that i know a lot about. Which, in my opinion, is much more important than what happened decades ago or lame quadratic formulas.
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[ October 15th, 2008 | 10:17pm ] |
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Beginning to lose faith in myself. I don't know why I'm going to this school. Everything I create, I hate. I don't understand what happened to me. I've never been so embarrassed for my work before.
I feel like someone I've loved for 20 years just broke up with me. My chest and throat hurts from choking up so much and trying not to cry.
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[ September 21st, 2008 | 5:02pm ] |
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I had a good night last night. :)
hung out with a lot of new people and like every 5 minutes they would say "I never imagined i would be hanging out with jackie." I'm not sure how to take that, but I know they had a good night also, so i'm going to assume it was a good thing.
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[ July 1st, 2008 | 10:47pm ] |
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the lyrics to cocorosie's songs are seriously a mind fuck. ooooh my god.
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[ May 27th, 2008 | 3:31am ] |
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I feel worthless.
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[ May 17th, 2008 | 12:45am ] |
so happy.
made it to the semi-finalists on the Adobe Design Achievement Awards Contest.
* US$3,000 cash, a winner's certificate, and a 3D award
* Complimentary round-trip airfare to New York City and two nights' accommodation in lodgings selected by Adobe (while attending the awards event and related activities)
* Tours of professional studios
* Adobe® Creative Suite® 3 Master Collection education version
wish me luck :)
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[ May 8th, 2008 | 1:17pm ] |
I finished school on Monday, now I just wait for the dinner and ceremony. It's really stupid, it's like graduating from kindergarden and going to 1st grade. It's not that special.
Then I start working at the park again, not looking forward to it.
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